cravings

last night i was on day 2 of the cleanse and i was going insane by night time. i was sooo freakin hungry it was rediculous. i saw a kit kat commerical - wanted one. mcdonalds commerical - wanted one. taco song - yup wanted one too. and guess what? i almost got in my car at 1130 to get some.

i have a serious eating problem.

but i'm glad to report that i did head off that craving and drank water and had a few more carrots. and because i did that - i was down 4 lbs!!! woo hoo!!!

i'm just very proud of myself. for anyone that has ever had a craving before, you know how hard it is to say no and to stay away from them. i was clawing my eyes out seriously. i wanted that damn bacon angus third pounder and i was gonna devour it and then a large frie plus a king sized kit kat. but i didn't.

then again today i saw that same damned kit kat commerical and instantly wanted one. so hubby and i hit the road to go to the store to get fattening goodies. i ended up with mgd 64 and a frozen yogurt parfait. marc on the other hand... didn't fair too well lol. he barely weighs 200 lbs though and he's 5'9" so he's only like 20 lbs overweight. a little extra crap won't kill him. he's freakinn hott as hellll. i'm also a little tipsy right now haha. a little gift to myself i guess. but i'm very in control of it and it's only 64 cals a drink. it's been fit into my cal budget so i'm okay. but i think that's it for nowwww. <3333