ground zero

i'm happy with my blog this time. it's decorated cutely, it has the proper labels, and i'm more ready to catch this demon than ever before. i'm currently watching the vampire diaries and i love this show. okay that was wayy off subject but i don't care. i just wanted to type a little bit about how my day went.

i worked from home today, i was supposed to do 7-4 but ended up doing 10-7. it's the same amount of hours so it really doesn't matter but since i got this part of my life organized, i can get my work organized. i have my body bugg set up and i'm wearing it. i'm going to plug it in in a minute and see what i've burned today but i have a few more things that i want to set up first. i need to post a schedule for myself and get an exercise log as well. i just wanted to get in one more little note before i went to bed. hehe i'm odddd i know.

i'm just tired of being me. i hate how my thighs rub together. that i can't hug my husband properly and that i have to leaaaan in to get him. i hate it i hate it i hate it. also how i walk. now i don't waddle but i sure as hell don't walk normal. and i'm tired of my shirts riding up and my pants crinkling in my thighs between my legs because everyone sees me do the wedgie remover move and i hate being fat. there i feel a little better. peace.