january goals - weekly challenge: week 1

i pledged to myself that starting on jan 4, 2010 i would not drink for one week. this is one of my healthy living goals. i don't want to be dependant on alcohol and i don't want to end up like one of my friends. i'm not trying to bad mouth her... but she doesn't want to make any changes in her life. and someone compared me to her the other day. i. almost. died.

i mean i know i'm fat but this girl looks huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge and i do not want to be compared to her. she is nothing but white trash and i don't even consider her a real friend anymore. she sleeps around, she drinks a 12 pack almost every night, she sleeps til 2 (depending on when she works she sometimes sleeps later), her house is a freaking disaster, she didn't graduate but finally got her GED about 2 years later, and she's not looking at going back to school.

and again i'm really not trying to be mean and cold-hearted... but i'm moving into a good place in my life, moving in a healthy direction with everything, making plans on having a baby. i don't need her in my life. i don't need the slutty drama or the booze every night like i was doing just a few short months ago.

but i'm really doing good with this challenge. 6 days down for the challenge and no drinking. i'm very proud of myself. it's a success and i know it. i feel it deep down in my bones.

4th - no drinking
5th - no drinking
6th - no drinking
7th - no drinking
8th - no drinking
9th - no drinking
10th - no drinking

*******OFFICIALLY COMPLETED THIS GOAL*******